Hmm... rather hard to describe myself when I have yet to discover who I am or what I'm really about. Is it really this hard or am I just stupid? K well, this is me: Trying to find God, listening to music, attempting to make college work out, looking for my calling and wishing it would call out to me, considering what I want in my future man, looking for a dece man in the first place, haunted by my past... somehow. Trying hard to become someone I can be proud of and working at staying out of the looney bin.